I'm not sure what happened -- life slipped by so quickly. The San Francisco Giants are in the world series and have won two games. I'm super busy at work and I've also been attempting to figure out how to write a proposal for my tech writing class -- and I'm not succeeding at it. The document must contain data and numbers -- I don't like data and numbers. The reality of life has taken over as well. I had to put some fires out to avoid complete self-destruction -- you know, sell my soul to put tags on my car and stuff like that. The usual thing. All in the day of the life.
I know that my days of struggle are supposed to have ended. I'm not the stressed out single mom with all the kids hanging on to me and counting on me for everything. But why do i feel as if I am? Still? I don't know how to make the feeling go away. I still worry about being homeless or losing my car and ability to get to work. That's when I don't grab my ukulele and take off on musical adventures or hang out with my friends and listen to cool live music. Live life to its fullest -- even when things were at their worst, the kids and I still managed to have some of the coolest adventures ever. A day to Silver Creek Falls up in Oregon was fun -- picnic lunch, swim in the ice cold river during the summer and walk behind water falls...or even those summer night adventures to the grocery store, or to Denny's where we'd meet with all of my crazy friends from the local BBS's. I remember the days of raising my kids over the phone because I had to work nights...Jeremy would always call because he was scared.
going down memory lane again...! more to come.
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